[The only ones that really know what Asriel's been put through is Mettaton, and to a lesser degree Papyrus. It always came back to that planet, didn't it? Every nightmare, every twitch he makes when he hears a loud sound, the way he finds himself growling when he eats or pressing his hands protectively over his ears.
He never told Frisk what he saw. Not Frisk, not Toriel, not Sans either. Especially not Chara.
He doesn't think he can stand the looks on their faces.]
... I don't want to. I can't go back to being my old self, but I can't...
[He shouldn't feel ashamed. It wasn't his fault. But it was humiliating and painful and he doesn't want to feel like that ever again.]
It's just gonna be those looks again like... like they just pity us and I don't want it.
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Date: 2017-02-07 04:55 am (UTC)He never told Frisk what he saw. Not Frisk, not Toriel, not Sans either. Especially not Chara.
He doesn't think he can stand the looks on their faces.]
... I don't want to. I can't go back to being my old self, but I can't...
[He shouldn't feel ashamed. It wasn't his fault. But it was humiliating and painful and he doesn't want to feel like that ever again.]
It's just gonna be those looks again like... like they just pity us and I don't want it.